Leonardo, I would like to take another stab at this. First, my apologies, we yankees, we live in a land of charlatans. Photography here has gotten awfully gimicky. Everyone is trying to tug at my emotions with cheap tricks so I get over reacting some time. Certainly we have no right to challenge your motives, and I will admit sheepishly this picture has grown on me and I would like to see more.
It's all cultural conditioning. In the USA very little is real. Everything is made to get a reaction by slick big city photographers. Your skin gets thick after a time. So I hope you will accept at least one apology. In Argentina you might be able to make a portfolio in an afternoon of what is real and vibrant. In the US this scene would be carefully scripted to the last hair out of place by some Madison Ave. photographer for the next big campaign. Two different worlds. I hope you'll show us more of yours. I need to learn to sit on my hands sometimes.
No problem. As far I understood a bit your first message, I got realized that you were throwing some bad things on me, but I didn't get 100% the point. I don't know nothing about photographers, just about anonimous pohotographers. I believe anonimous photographers are the true ones. I met Ansel Adams 3 years ago and the Zonal System (also Rembrant), but I have looked for a similar thing in the year 2005, because I have been told, in that year, that digital photography lacks in tonal values and dynamic range. After looking in the Internet what about those terms, I started a technique of taking multiple exposures, then, I found Photomatix. In the same year, I wanted to achieve the "silver look", so I started another parallel research and, in 2 years and half of tryal and error, I found a technique that I named "Brutal Detail Enhancement", but later, something very close to my technique appeared in form of a plug-in. The Tonal Contrast one by Nik Software.
I want to say that I look for something that I want to achieve and I don't care if it was already written by someone else. I rarely read books, reality offers more than books offer, and all the philosophers and scientists have taken from the context all what they have discovered, same as I do.
I'm stating here that I ignore lot of stuff, starting by your first message. I don't know what about 1953 in the US in relation with photography.
Anyway, The US is giving me a dign job, through the Internet, that allows me to get equipment and keep a nice living in order to achieve more goals and knowledge. I don't have any complain about the US.
About the apologizes, I'm always ocnfused about the use of the term. For example, if I'm asking for apologizes, I don't know if I'm telling to the other guy to apologize or, I'm apologizing myself. Anyway, I'm still without understanding the way that the US works, but I understand about the point of the shinny cameras. It happened to me 1 year and half ago. I teach in Argentina what I learn about photography, and I have had a new student who wanted to take pictures of homeless people. She didn't know even what was the obturator, or the photometer, but she had a complete Nikon Film equipment only used in automatic mode (that's a crazyness, and taking the price into account of such big equipment to use it in automatic is not worthy) so, I told her that homeless people are not characters from a circus that she can go and portray only because they have lot of texture in their faces to work with, in the post processing. I know homeless because I talk to them, from time to time, since my 5 years old. They're wise people, at least the ones I found. So, I told her that they're not from a circus that you can go and portray and go home to try to get a nice grey scaled image. Homeless usually are too arrogant and resentful, so discretion must be used in order to get a connection. It's not just thowring some coins, shot and bye. It's about talk, but they talk too much as well, and usually they talk to their selves more than to the photographer. However, they are always interesting to hear. So the idea is not to offend them by going and shotting and good bye. They're very friendly, most than normal people here. They are sincere and transparent if you have the same behavior than they have with you. And this student didn't understand this stuff, so I told her "no, we will not going to take pictures of homeless if you don't get these items" and she disspeared, offended.
Truth hurts very ofently and people is not prepared for truth.
My apologizes for going for branchs, but there are stories that are linked and also, I'm falling asleep.
I don't acept your apologizes because you're not guilty. I accept your dignity, your attitude, which is the real thing, and I value those things, because those are your virtues, you're transparent and you face up the thing, so, where is the guilt, honorable man? They're under your virtues, not above. And that's what's matters most to me
Thanks for being a good person
We all must be good persons. Things would be better that way, but we fall into the devil's puppet from time to time. However, we have consiousness and feelings in order to brake the strings that pulls our thoughts in the wrong direction, driven by our ego.
Thanks God, we dicern.
Have a nice day, I guess it's sunny there
I must go to bed.
Again, have a nice day
Leo